January 2011
I just made plans for Spring Break. Now I have to...
Just reserved my spot in a spinning class for next...
This semester is going to get REALLY SERIOUS about exercising as much as possible.
ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK ASK
… I”m bored.
Also: I love waking up hungry. Also ALSO: I think...
It’s this new protein shake that is super low cal and amazingly filling. Two in one day and I can still work out (hard!) and not crave anything. Aaaaaand the best part? 90 calories a shake. That’s 90 calories per meal… and I only have two anyway. And 12 grams of protein for each one.
Fuck. Yes. I’m gonna be so fucking skinny.
Yesterday was a success. I didn't have to feel bad...
I am one fat fuck.
I want to move to another country.
I need to kick it back into high gear.
Any bit of food makes me feel as if I've gained...
I'm supposed to be cooking a dinner for a party.
And, while I love to cook, am scared shitless at being expected to eat it, too.
I’m already so fatty feeling (knowing) today.
Ugh.
102.6
please keep going down… please keep going down… please keep going down… please keep going down… please keep going down… please keep going down… please keep going down… please keep going down… please keep going down… please keep going down… please keep going down… please keep going down…
(In related news, off to the gym.)
17427) I love that my high is so different when...
A-FUCKING-MEN
17246) The most intolerable, unbearable feeling in...
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98... 98... 98.... 98.... 98...
That’s all I fucking want. Just to weigh 98 pounds. That’s not too much to ask, is it?
Yesterday I weighed in at 103. Today I’ll weigh even more. I’m failing.
Fuck.
This morning my boyfriend asked me how my script...
17173) Every meal I am forced to eat feels like a...
17241) Being skinny just feels perfect to me, all...
I have frozen fruit in my freezer. I want some....
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pretty please?
600 calories is starting to feel like too much...
right there with you…
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Yum.
Green tea and a glass of Moscato with for dinner. <3
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When did we start to lie?
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silhouetteboness-deactivated201 asked: Hey lovely I love your blog ♥ I too am in college and I'm 20. Anyways two questions: what was your starting weight and what are you drinking in that drunken picture of your? lol Is it Sambuca or Prince Igor or something?