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Tuesday January 3rd
I don’t care if I’m already way underweight. I want to be nothing.
Prog Blast Thoughts:
- I got carried away, sorry. The more I look at these photos the more I hate them, but I just hate my face and everything in general.
- I guess I’ll use that self-annoyance and couple it with the strange disappointment that the numbers weren’t lower when I stepped on the scale. (But don’t we always want them to be lower?)
- I hate my arms. More work.
- I hate my thighs. More work.
- My goal was to be 90 by May. I’m only three and a half pounds away. I should be happy. I hate being excited and frustrated with myself at the same time.
- Your thoughts? Eh. Or whatever. I’m ick.
Friday December 23rd
12/23/11
Current Weight: 93.5
BMI: 17.1
Friday December 23rd
12/23/11
Current Weight: 93.5
BMI: 17.1
Friday December 23rd
12/23/11
Current Weight: 93.5
BMI: 17.1
Friday December 23rd
12/23/11
Current Weight: 93.5
BMI: 17.1
Friday December 23rd
It wasn’t so scary when the calories were counted. Now that they aren’t, it’s because there is only one number in mind: 0. Nothingness. But then again, 0 is a beautiful number. And 0 is making me disappear far more drastically than counting ever did.
0 for days.
0 for months.
0 until I’m nothing.
Friday December 23rd